Wednesday, November 24, 2010

I have a dirty little secret...

I loathe this but I have a confession to make. This is hard to admit especially after this post. Here it goes..... I love John Mayer. Yes it is true. I do love a bad boy. He is one, although a little on the douche bag side. After I wrote about his heartbreaking ways I was curious so I listened to his music. Pretty much all of the albums. I have to say I liked all of it especially the new album Battles. My fave songs are:

1. Crossroads: there is a break at 1:06 on the album version and at 2:12 in the video I posted. All I can say is amazing. This song is very sexy and he is a bad ass guitar player.

2. Who Says: Cute little song I like a simple arrangement which he uses often.

3. Friends Lovers or Nothing: The lyrics are so true.

4. Say: I like this song even though I don't believe the lyrics. I am not so sure you should tell someone how you feel in every situation. I do like the sentiment he has to say in the song. Maybe I just need to take down some walls.

Plus he is kinda cute.

There I said it.

Friday, November 19, 2010

The multiverse and me

I have been pretty obsessed with Brian Greene. I think I have a little crunch on him. Smart is sexy. I have been reading The Elegant Universe and listening to Radio Lab podcasts about multiverse theory. It blows my mind and got me interested in science again.

So to sum it up in the easiest way possible, if you were able to travel fast enough and far enough away you would find universes that are exact copies of ours. Exactly the same, you would be the same, everything the same even the same crude stuck in your work keyboard. You know the gross crumbs, eyelashes and other assorted flotsum that live under the keys. Everything would be the same, and there are hundreds or thousands of these universes that are the exact same as ours. You are there doing the exact same thing that you are doing here now.

There could also be other universes where everything is the same except one small aspect. You are there but in this universe you are slightly different, maybe an inch taller or wearing a different color shirt, or maybe in this verse you don't exist.

All this multiverse stuff can really mess with your sense of identity. Who are we? Who are we if there are thousands of other copies of us out there? It brings up a lot of questions. I am not going to attempt to answer any of these questions right now as I don't have any answers.

All this multiverse stuff does get me thinking. If there are hundreds of copies of me out there in the many universes then I feel pretty pathetic. That means I am failing at life like a thousand times. Really? This is all I need. I am trying to think of a way to word this so that no one refers me to a suicide hot line... I have really wasted a lot of time, now I learn that I have wasted it countless times. I need to improve my lame life. For all of those copies of me in the other universes even though they are thinking the same thing right now too. I am failing at life like a thousand times.

Or....maybe I am the one off, and all the other copies of me are successful. They are able to get themselves together, finish school, have a successful relationship blah blah blah. All of those things that I seem unable to accomplish. If that is the case I need to get myself together just to show up those other bitches who have got it right.

Or maybe I should just forget this whole thing and jump into the next black hole I come across.

Lady Gaga Covers

Another Lissie post. I am loving her music. This cover of Bad Romance is awesome but not to be outdone by TheManiaMusic from youtube:

Thursday, November 18, 2010

Ma Cobb would be so proud

So I saw this picture. I think on one of the affiliated failblog websites. It is all over the interwebs. I think people were saying she was dressed as a turkey. When I looked at it I knew immediately that she was dressed as Jayne Cobbs hat from Firefly. Some interweb searching proved this to be true. Awesome costume honoring a great piece of wardrobe from an even greater show. I think next year for Halloween I will go as a sweater vest as worn by Topher on Dollhouse.

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

Everywhere I Go by Lissie

I just listened to this song 5 times in a row. It is the only thing bringing me some semblence of peace right now. I am holding off on writing about what the problem is until I get a better grasp of what I want to say.

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

21 Jumpstreet

I have been viewing the first season of 21 Jumpstreet and I have been loving it. True it has cheesy 80's stuff, and gets a little preachy. This show still rocks. How can you not love a young Johnny Depp? So cute and dorky. When I watched it the first time around I had a little crunch on Peter DeLuise. The biggest surprise is how those 80's undercover cops are able to solve crimes without computers and forensics. Wow they were good.

Someone may or may not be getting raped?

The only thing I enjoyed about Predators were the inappropriate comments by the convict character.

Stans: You know, man, if we ever make it home, I'm going to do so much %$*$ing cocaine. I'm gonna rape so many fine bitches. I'll be like, "What time is it? After 5:00? Damn. Time to go rape me some fine bitches."

I am not ashamed to admit that this made me laugh.

This brought me to question why I enjoy such inappropriate humor? Why? I do like to joke around and make people laugh and I think I like to play a part. And if that part is being shocking then so be it. I do enjoy pushing boundaries. I agree with Chelsea Handler that you should be able to joke about things that are usually inappropriate.

oh and on a side note. I will be vacillitating between funny posts and depressing emo-like posts. Deal with it, it is where I am at right now. I may be depressed but I haven't lost my sense of humor.

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

Wish List

Since Christmas is around the corner, I thought I would compile a list of things I would like to receive.

1. Ski Mask. Well scratch that I can probably make one.

2. EMP bomb

3. MI34 General Electric Minigun

These items are strictly for "research" purposes for a writing project I am working on. Yeah a writing project. They have all been added to my wish list.